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[Saturday 03:17] everybody please add my new account, awnuh REPLY

[Thursday 04:44] why cant i be smart like my sister? she got all a's on her report card today, and 100$ for it. me? i got mine in the mail and it was a bunch of I's. she says shes jealous of my looks but what she doesnt know is id kill for her kinda smartssss. shit i cant catch a break. on the other hand, i did win a really cute dresss. [url=http://i24.ebayimg.com/02/i/06/dc/f2/a0_1.JPG] dressss?[/url] READ 6 or REPLY

[Thursday 12:54] [ mood | confused ] as much as you want to you cant change who you are or maybe you can REPLY

[Wednesday 11:19] [ mood | bouncy ] i went three shades lighter in one day and i love it! my skin is totally honey and it looks good with my hair i went out and got new foundation to match today and i discovered a new love, sparkling waterrrr, 1 litre for 99 cents! all and all it was a good day. im never tired. READ 1 or REPLY

[Wednesday 02:30] this is going to sound really stupid but i actually miss the days i was bulimic atleast then it didnt matter what you put in your body because 10 minutes later you'd be puking it up. i cant sleeep. insomnia. lalala.. tommorow im going tanning and to the gym for an hour and a half and ahh everytime i get rejected i feel the need to take a diet pill, or put on more self tanner, more makeup, or workoutttttt. wtf? sleeping would be lovely..... i keep trying to sleep but my eyes keep opening and so for about an hour i drew with my pastels and i cut my bangs tonight all layery and slanted and i really like them i saw a woodbug in my bathroom tonight while taking off my makeup i flipped.. i honestly.. no joke have an obbsessive fear about bugs like i was thinking about them all night and like about all the places they could be and how i never want to see another one, as we speak my feet are off the ground. im crazy. READ 5 or REPLY

[Tuesday 03:44] i want my hair to my boobs! right now its about three inches from my chin. today im getting my bangs cut kind of slanted. im going to start tanning. fake tanning is much easier, so ill just go in for a couple sessions. nothing major, just like a honey color is what i desire... today was actually really nice. i barely ever spend time with my mom so she took me for sushi around one then after we went shopping.. which OFCOURSE is always amazing because my mom ends up spending like 300$ in one store, and oh i love her. oooohoh and i got a new big gold purse, a new wallet, 2 new shirts, and an energry drink. then i went for a walk because.. excersize is lovely, and so is the sun, and it might give me kind of a tan, so i walked for a while, got another energy drink, saw old friends, and i love it! everything, i wore my mini shorts and tanktop and winter boots and im sorry to say but, winter boots are too hot for summer :( REPLY

[Tuesday 12:31] i actually love life and i am never retiring my snow boots READ 1 or REPLY

[Sunday 04:00] i want to have a picnic this week. READ 1 or REPLY

[Sunday 01:59] i made 60$ today. dopeee. today was so tiring though, im about to pass out on my keyboard and it was disgusting because my parents had a party tonight and one two of my mothers older male friends were hitting on me, and just.. ugh i was thinking today how lovely it would be to have a boy to giggle with and cry and talk for hours on the phone to, and to call him at all hours of the night, and tell him gross girl stuff. i wish i was 10 years old so i could start over. my life is good. but i know if i had a second chance i would do better. oooohh.. on a better note im going to buy a new dress and belt tommorow and i won a dress from ebay for very cheap and my mom and i are going for sushi lunch.. summer please come faster READ 2 or REPLY

[Thursday 01:54] i had my hair naturally afro like ringlet curly and i was going to go out with it like that too but then i decided to straighten it because i always wonder if people will think im ugly if i dont do almost the exact same rountine everyday, makeup, and straight hair. hmm. im wearing my new boots i bought at quite a good price yesterday! 100$ from crystal mall and they tie up all the way at the front, there like an olive green color. ahh and they have quite a nice heel, about two inches give or take, making me atleast 5'9 and im wearing my long cream colored lace top, tight black pants, my big brown and gold belt and im trying to find someone to go downtown with because i had an offer around 12, but i have to go a bit later. i would love a rockstar right now. or a sugar and calorie free sobe rush. i miss sydney! and its doppeee how were selling all those clothes, for suree READ 2 or REPLY

[Tuesday 10:14] friends only. comment to be added. ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ READ 2 or REPLY

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